You Are My Unexpected Choice

You Are My Unexpected Choice

As usual

I and my coffee

I am with the rain and my missing

At the beginning it was basic

So basic…

With the short meeting

Suddenly you came to my life

Start to accompany me in the morning, day, and night

And you came to my mind far than before...

Start to stab my heart. Kill me quietly...

Unfortunately, in that time I still crochet my last wound.

You came and you give me pleasure and a thousand beautiful dreams

At first, I did not believe those dreams

But, all of them were seemed real

With the softness and full of love I start to believe

And finally I feel comfort with you

With honest, I believe all of your words and promises

I start to be tempted, and I started to dream and I start to accustom with your absence.

Oh god…

All seemed real.

And finally I got trapped again in love.

Still with this scars in my heart, I fell again.

Falling so deep.

God… for the first time, let me to fight in my do ‘a and pray.

Let me in a thir of my night telling everything about him to you.

Let me miss him and let me be the one who ask him exist without goodbye.